Study and life

well,

I may need my head read - I am studying (I grant you only part time), working full time assisting in the raising of three children and doing all the rest of things that one does. It's a more than full load even for me so why did i not drop the smallest of these things when I had the chance? I mean it would have been the obvious call! But I need the study it's a release for me - a chance to think the big thoughts and not feel like i am sinning by discussing big things. I guess at the end of the day I feel a bit lonely, my head is often full of big ideas which I often feel are never really heard.

as for the study itself - economic development in the middle east - tis brilliant